The beginning of our busy part of the season

21 May

We are approaching Memorial Day and as of now we are 95% full. I have received the first cancellation due to crappy weather. We cannot complain about moisture but…..it would be nice to have some sunshine. I want the campers to see the beautiful Spanish Peaks which are packed with snow. At this rate we could have snow on them until late June. It would also be nice for it to dry out because the road coming down to the park is a mess as are all of the roads in La Veta. Dirt roads are quaint but a nightmare with this much rain and snow. Hopefully we have some hearty campers coming in this weekend!!
Enough of the weather. Yesterday Sandy, Ginny and I drove west of Alamosa and bought some herbs at Catlins. What a fabulous greenhouse. Thousands of flowers and plants. The coolest thing I bought was a potato planter. It’s a bucket contraption that you turn upside down and plant the potato seeds and in 8 weeks I’ll have taters. Excited to see how the greenhouse works for us. It definitely is warmer in there even without the sun.
My first retreat has received several participants. I think I will have 10 for the applique class. I’m excited to finally get that moose put together!!. It will begin May 29.
My emotions are feeling better. The increase in medication has definitely made my mind not as negative.
Justin’s dad ordered the stone for his gravesite. It finally was finished and placed on the site. It’s beautiful and made Billie feel better. She hated having it unmarked.
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I’m counting down the days when they arrive on June 7th. They are taking the train which the kids really enjoy. I’m trying to think of some things to do but when they were here before the really like hanging around the park.
Time to put some packets together and eat some pancakes. Denny makes us a yummy breakfast every morning. The puppies love pancake morning because they always get some.

Just tidbits

16 May

Had a good day at the park. We have a group, some monthlies and over nighters in. The season is on.
I’ve decided I hate Mother’s Day. Every year it is a reminder of what I feel is my biggest failure. There’s so much more I could have been as a mommy, but I didn’t. I caused many issues for my kids. I do find them both very interesting and capable of getting through life. Maybe that is the only thing I was able to really teach them?? I don’t know.
Have been battling my depression and think I will up my dosage again on my anti depressants. Tired of my thoughts. Still very sad for Billie and the kids. Cade is really struggling and even though my prayers have been far and few between, I am going to say a prayer everyday, (and so is my friend Ginny) that Cade finds 1 friend to hang out with.
I have eaten 22 drumsticks in the last 2 1/2 weeks.
Drove to Pueblo today to fabric store, Hobby Lobby and JoAnn’s. Bought some nice fabric for the back of my wall hanging I made last week. I have these carved bears for sale and I bought some little objects to spruce them up. Plastic honey suckles, fishing pole, 4th of July spinners. I think they’ll make them more fun.
Tomorrow is pillowcase sewing day. Trying to stay focused. We have a pancake breakfast in the morning for the Weekend Warriors. We are hoping Dale is up to the task. He is in quite a bit of discomfort due to a sacrilyac issue. I can step in if he isn’t up to it but it makes Denny nervous because of the melting of the pancake squirter I did last year. (did I already talk about that?)
Just one more thing. I am very lucky to have great friends and during an extremely emotional morning a couple of days ago, Nancy and Ginny came down and talked with me. Everybody needs someone in their lives that will listen. I want that so much for Cade. He’s a great young man and losing Daddy is just too much for him to handle right now.

May 11, 2015

12 May

I can’t believe I’m so behind blogging. Dulany told me yesterday that I hadn’t posted at all in May. It’s hard to play catch up but I will try.
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On May 2 Denny and I drove to Denver for Annual Spring Brunch for the Center for Church and Global AIDS. It was a great day because I was able to see Dr. Samuels from India. He gave a wonderful talk on what is happening in Nammakkal. I was only able to spend a little time with him but it was still a nice chat. He keeps up with us on Facebook.
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On May 4 I began a quilt retreat with Ricky Tims. I was so melancholy when it started and really didn’t have anything in mind except I wanted to show my emotions with the fabric and use the Attic Window block. Ricky directed me and I was able to come up with a very nice wall hanging. It was the hardest piece I have done due to all the corners and points but it was worth the time spent. There were 11 of us and it was a wonderful group of ladies. 4 of them were from England which really made the week fun. I knew Julie from the retreat 2 years ago and that was a treat to see her again. The other ladies were from California, Idaho, and Germany. Hopefully some of us will stay in touch.
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We had crazy weather all week. Snow, thunderstorms, a little sun, winds. It made it easy to stay inside and work on projects. Our friend Mona arrived from Naco,AZ last Wednesday night. She stayed with us until Monday morning. Very lucky she was here because Dale has a very painful sacrilylac and she was able to help Denny with digging, putting down gravel, cleaning, and she also helped me with some sewing. She can do it all!!
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We had an art retreat in the park this past weekend. Carol came down and did a watercolor/batik class. I knew some of the people and met some new artist. Hopefully the next time she comes down I will be able to do a painting. I want to do Meeko and Jumper.
Now it is time to get focused on the park. I do think the retreat was good for me because before it I couldn’t seem to wrap my mind around anything in the office. I’m trying to keep priorities in line. Tonight and tomorrow is bowl holder days. I did sell a 15 pillowcases this week. So I also need to get several of them done before the weekend. We have a group coming in and now we will pretty much have groups come n for rest of the summer. Lots of pancakes. Denny is concerned that I will be making pancakes this weekend. He doesn’t trust me after I melted the pancake make that squirt the batter in a nice round shape last summer. I promised I could do better.
Interesting conversation with Wendy from Germany last week. I was talking about my alopecia and she said it was interesting because she has to talk to someone next week about alopecia and wondered if I could help her with questions! It’s weird how over the years I am much more comfortable talking about my hair issue and they loved the story about Jumper having my wig in his mouth and me chasing him trying to get it.
Had a rather sad Mother’s Day. Billie was very distraught that morning. Thankfully her friend Sherry came over and was with her during the day. Still some sad holidays coming up.
That’s it for now boys and girls. I will try to keep up with blog on a timely matter. I do want to write about our busy summer.

Lost on the Southwest Chief!

28 Apr

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My cozy roomette.
Sooooooooo…….I boarded the #3 Southwest Chief on Monday morning at 12:30 am. I was told to go to room 13 on the sleeper car. I went right in there and got ready for bed and slept like a baby to the gentle rolling of the train. The next thing I know I am hearing in a soft whisper “pancakes, bacon, eggs, hot coffee, etc..” I’m like am I hearing things, who is that???? In the roomettes, they have a a little speaker above the bed and it was the dining car manager whispering the menu!!! I dozed back to sleep and really wanted to just sleep until my Trinidad stop, but the thought of food and iced tea won out. My table mates were really interesting. A retired New York City judge and his wife who is an artist. We swapped stories and then I went back to my room. Unfortunately, my room was not to be found. I went to 13 on the first sleeper car and my stuff was gone and the room was cleaned. Maybe I’m in the wrong car? I walked into the next sleeper car but someone else was in that room. Oooh. I’m starting to feel strange. I did this twice more looking for my room. One guy came out of his room and wanted to know what I was up to!!!!!! I told him and he said that he was ready to call the conductor and report me!!!! I said “Don’t do that, I just can’t find my room.” I went back to the dining car looking for the attendants and they were no help at all. They said I wasn’t in room 13. At this time I am really trying not to freak out. My next thought is to check with the conductor and they confirm I should be in 13. He came with me downstairs and saw that my stuff was gone and he then went to double check about this problem. I was in the section with all the roomettes when he walked away. I turned around after looking in 13 and I’m looking into a room and I see all my stuff!!!. Good grief. How silly I felt. I was actually in room 12 even though I was supposed to be in 13. Apparently when I got on the attendants told the conductor to put me in 12 but they didn’t tell me.
It was snowing when I got off of the train and snowed off and on rest of the day. We do need the snow and rain but it does make for some muddy doggies. The deer were out and about early this morning. The blessing to the rains is that Denny is able to see the low spots in the rv spots. He will be busy leveling them out this week. Dale and Carl are working hard on our green house. It is going to be soooo cute.
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I had a lot of fun at the Sherry’s quilt retreat. Patty, Sherry, Jeannette, and Jan are my friends from Lake Wabaunsee. Sherry lives in Tonganoxie now and has a huge basement where we could all hang out and sew together. It was a frustrating sewing weekend for me because my design idea for my patriotic quilt was too difficult and then it took me hours to figure out a new design. When I did that, then I had to change up that idea to not so many colors. Anyway, I finally ended up with 4 blocks that I really liked so all was not lost.
I left Sherry’s about 3:30 and drove to Topeka to see Billie and kids and was able to spend several hours with them. KC picked up bout 11:30 pm and took me to the train. Now that is a good son!! I also had my instruction class on the Cameo machine that we will be using in the park. Can’t wait until it gets here for us to begin using it. It will be wonderful for cutting designs out for quilts, vinyl letterings and etching glass!!!!!!!
Tidbits:
Denny, Dale and Carl did a fine job hosting our group that came in while I was away. We also have a family staying for the week. The mother of the family said she was a library tech and she totally reorganized our books and put them in fiction, non-fiction, etc. order. We have the greatest campers.
It’s fairly quiet rest of the week so I should be able to get some much needed sewing done.
Catching up on all my crazy shows I watch. Bates Motel, The Returned, Married at First Site, Mad Men, The Following. I’m not sure I can watch Grey’s Anatomy anymore without Derek.
We watched “Big Eyes” last night. It is worth watching, especially those of us who had a Big Eye poster hanging in our bedroom during the late 60’s.
Not as melancholy for now. Had a great visit with Billie and she is thinking of moving which I think will be good for the whole family, except Kyler is very upset. It’s a darling house that some good friends of her’s our moving out of. It’s also in a great neighborhood and has 3 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms!!! This may not sound like a big deal, but Billie has been living in a 2 bedroom and 1 bath house. It will feel like a mansion.
Only 4 1/2 days until we go to Denver on Saturday for the Annual Spring Brunch for HIV/AIDS. Dr. Samuels will be there and I will be so happy to see him. He and Don Messer are non stop advocates for those affected by HIV/AIDS in India, Africa and the United States. It will be exciting to be one of 4 of the Heroes of the Year for the Center for Church and Global AIDS. I was actually the first to be honored as a hero in 2011.
I must get back on track with my eating and treating my esophagus issues. I’m all flared up all over the place, head to toe. For the next 6 months I should be able to stay on a routine. Denny must get a lock on the freezer room door because we now have Schwanns Ice cream in the freezer and I have already eaten 3 drumsticks and they are 200 calories EACH.
That’s it for now.

Time to catch up the blog

13 Apr

It’s Monday April 13. 10 days until our first group comes in on the 23rd. Dale and Buddy arrived this afternoon so Denny has help with several projects. Denny has been working on fixing up another room in the cabin so more people can stay in it. I am finally done with my deep cleaning and on to office work and sewing. First item I”m making is a travel tray for Judy with their logo embroidered on it. They are really cool, they velcro at the corners and then you unvelcro them and they lay flat in your suitcase or bag when traveling. When you arrive to your room you velcro it up and use it to put your keys and change, etc. in it. Next I have an order for several bowl holders and 8 sexy pillow cases! I also am making some curtains for the cabin, our kitchen and the office. Hopefully I’ll stay focused.
The weather has been nice the last few days but we do expect snow on Thursday. I hope it is a big one because with some big wind days there have been some grass fires crop north of us.
Have had fun visiting some friends the last 2 weeks. We had dinner in Fort Garland on Friday with Jim and Jeanne and it was delicious. I had lamb chops with some kind of yummy glaze and cooked just like I like them.
Have had my first scary movie night with Mitzi. We saw “It Follows”. Our next one is “Undfriended” which looks really scary.
I am still doing the 21 day sculpting arm exercises. Up to 12 reps x 3 every other day. I don’t know if it is my imagination but maybe my under arms aren’t flapping as much?? Very excited to be back to Zumba. It meets at 5:15 pm Monday and Wednesday which is much better for me than early in the morning.
We’re not drinking pop or eating chips or ice cream or junk food but I am having some deserts and popcorn with butter on it. Not weighing in yet. Maybe May 1.
Loved the Masters and Jordan winning.
Hate that our golf course isn’t opening this year but at least we have Walsenburg Golf Course which will okay.
Love our new counter and stainless steel sink. What we had for counters and sink were pretty gnarly. He is going to put up those glass tile sections, black and white this weekend. It looks so much better. I’m not embarrassed to have people come in the house now.
That’s all I have for now. Haven’t felt like writing lately but pretty soon I should have some good stories as the park opens. Lots of deer coming through, no bears yet. No leaves on the trees yet. Can’t wait to get the greenhouse built.

Back to work

31 Mar

We arrived back home on Saturday night. I’m lucky Judy came with us because I was in serious need of a driver. I only had about 2 hours of sleep. Sunday and Monday we all worked hard on various projects. Judy set up and new reservation system and updated my computer. I cleaned out a closet and the laundry room which I have wanted to do the last 2 years. Denny is raking sites, raking deer poop, picking up limbs, and mulching leaves. Today I spent ALL day on the computer setting up my reservation sheets and working with the new system. It’s very cool and will make it easier for people to reserve a site from my website. Judy left on the train last night. We always eat a the Wonderful House chinese place before the train comes. I did something last night that I have never done before. I ate my entire helping of beef and broccoli!!!!!! And an egg roll. And……when we were back home I was still hungry. I tried really hard to not think I have some kind of worm!! Not as hungry today thankfully. We are trying the NO JUNK food challenge for another 21 days to start out our season on a healthier note. It should also help get off that last 5 pounds. I begin Zumba tomorrow night and that will help too. I have really missed that. Mitzi and I will return to our routine except we don’t have to get up at 6 in the morning, they now have a 5 pm class.
Feel a little bit of an altitude thing going on which I hope will pass soon. I think altitude bloats me???
Survived my 2nd endoscopy and my throat looked much better. Will maintain the medicines and inhaler but not as much. I love Dr. Roeder. He explained one of my symptoms that drives me crazy. My stomach seems to want me to know everything it is doing. I feel everything going around corners and stopping and starting, etc….He said that is the Irritable bowel wanting me to know. It’s like it is hypersensitive to every bite of food I take and it wants me to know what it is doing. I am trying another pill, Librax, to hopefully calm that down. I don’t have time to think about my stomach all day long!
Posted on Circle the Wagons FB about my upcoming class on a Toni Whitney kit. I hope I have a good turnout for it. It looks hard but glad we will have an experience instructor to take us through it. The wall hangings are so beautiful. If you know anyone who might like this, please have them contact me. It will be May 29,30 and 31.
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Have my first scary movie day this Friday. We are going to see “It Follows”. A little weird feeling because that is exactly what I was doing when we found out about Justin.
We watched “Unbroken”. I liked it but it was a hard movie to make after such a powerful book. The movie would have lasted 8 hours if they could put all of the drama in.
That’s it for now.

Wednesday, March 25

25 Mar

Just back to Torrie and Larry’s after watching the kids for a couple of hours. Elliott totally entertained me the whole time. She is becoming quite the artist. Every time I come over she is drawing something Billie was giving “Hot Yoga” a try and she said it was really hot. I like that she is trying new things. I can go home knowing that her family is doing okay, different struggles at different times which is to be expected. Cannot believe it is almost 5 months. She and I were able to spend Tuesday together which was really nice. Very proud of her and the kids.
Today I had my 2 hour instruction on how to use my Serger sewing machine. I’ve been going to Holton to the quilt shop and they directed me to the sewing machine place to get assistance. It’s a really cool machine and I feel comfortable threading 5 spools of thread. It’s amazing what that machine will do. My hope is it will save me a lot of time on some of my items. I love Holton. It has a beautiful town square, shops in all of the buildings, a wonderful restaurant which I can’t remember the name. I love Quilting on the Square and they are great. I will going there for a training on a Cameo machine which cuts out shapes in late April.
I have to be up at 5:15 am to be at Gastro clinic for my 2nd endoscopy. Will be anxious to hear results. I think some things are better and other things are the same. My main concern is that the irregular cells they found before are gone or not cancer cells. I also hope to get some answers regarding my symptoms so I know they are just part of my issues and not something more significant.
After I am done there we will start getting situated to head to Colorado on Saturday morning. Very anxious to get home. All of these different climates have wreaked havoc on my head. I have one of those “barometer heads”. It is snowing in La Veta today but will be very warm this weekend.
It has been an emotional, sad, happy, exciting, busy, emotional, crazy last 6 months. We are very fortunate that we were able to do our traveling these last couple of months and it was so fun seeing so many friends. Many, many reservations. Judy K is going to go back to La Veta with us on Saturday. She’ll get me set up in the office. My mind feels so disorganized and boggled up, it will be nice to have a routine.
My sister Jolene has been in Arkansas with my Mom these last 9 days. So…I had the ice and snow to deal with, she had tornadoes and severe storms to deal with tonight. It’s so great how the sisters work together to help out with Mom.
Have done well with my no cussing for Lent. Now what is cool is that cuss words don’t even enter my thoughts as quickly. Billie couldn’t believe that I wasn’t using the “F” word or anything. My plan is for me to carry it on. Denny and I are going back on the NO Junk foor diet beginning on Monday. We’ve done pretty well but have treated ourselves at times. My biggest downfall was that creme brulet with mocha flavored whipped cream and butterfinger candy bar crunched up on it. I still drool when I think how good that was.
I’m watching some strange things on tv. Just once but I’ve seen “My 600 lb Life”, “Strange Love”, “Little Family” or something like that and a show about strangers getting married after being set up by therapists.
That’s it for now. I’ll check back in after procedure and getting back to Colorado.

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